On life…

It seems like the sun is here to stay for a longer period of time – could it be spring? Well, whatever it is IT’S GOOD AND I LOVE IT!
Another thing that feels good is my new schedule which has left me much spare time. So much spare time that I don’t know what to do with it all.

Lately I’ve been struck by how time flies by. Nana is graduating in June and Henno is 17 yrs old. Hebbo has a year left till secondary highschool and last week in Malmö I saw Ranosh, my little cousin that is almost as tall as me now and I almost cried. I remembered him being a tiny, little creature with wrinkled face and tiny, tiny hands – and the problem is I remember it as if it was yesterday.

I’m getting older. Things change. I have changed. I am not the 18 yr old that started medschool five yrs ago. Holding a scalpel and cutting through flesh is not a dream only, now it has also become a memory. My priorities are not the same, my friends are not the same, my dreams are not the same… I’ve changed, I’ve grown and I’m heading towards new goals in life.

I’ve started to like the new me. She looks better, talks better, walks better and is just great! I’m more confident today, I’ve learnt to stand up for myself and what I believe in. And what I believe in is myself. I’m a good person.I learnt that. I also learnt to select who’s opinions matter the most to me – about me. I’ve learnt that your true friends know all your weaknesses and laugh at them, because in the end they make you who you are and they love you for who you are!

Ok, so maybe me and my friends aren’t really this famous, but we’re still awesome! :P